No.6137 Honestly, I
Sabtu, 03 April 2010 ♥
I cannot reach you. I can’t meet you. I’m only wishing to show my endless stupid love to you..
Shall this happen to me? Loving someone who actually doesn’t recognize me at all.
How stupid I am! I don’t know what kind of feeling it is actually.
But, every time I see your self laughing, I even also follow to be happy. Every time I say your name, I know that I really love you.
Yesterday, now, tomorrow and forever, I will continue love you.
I cannot reach you. I can’t meet you.
This heart felt very pain in very moment I conscious that all this is only a dream. Because I so do love you.
Although you do not really being with me, but I can feel one matter, that your self always in my heart.
I’m only wishing to show my endless stupid love to you..
During the time I am only dreaming about you. Hope maybe in a moment wait us really will meet.
Because my stupidity, many people laugh at me. “It’s impossible he will avenge your love!”
But my life for once, and in this life I wish I can make it come true
I’m a tough girl, am I? I’m a stupid girl, am I?
I cannot reach you. I can’t meet you. I’m only wishing to show my endless stupid love to you
This heart felt very pain very moment I conscious that all this is only a dream. But I still believe if all can turn to a reality.
If I continue to try, if I keep this love forever.
Although you do not really being with myself, but I can feel one matter, that your self always in my heart. I’m only wishing to show my endless stupid love to you, who I miss so much.
For this love, erase all of that doubt.
For this love, please hear me who calling you here
with all of my hope, that I believe will realize even at my last second, I will keep smiling to you… “あいしてる”
-For Kim Heechul, Hidetoshi Takarai and Toshimasa Hara who always be in my heart and inspire me-
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ABOUT
Fullname : Fitria Handayani
Nicknames: Crazy-kuroneko. 김 혜 경 (Kim Hye Kyung), Rukiya Hara
Height: 158cm / 5'2"
Zodiac: Monkey
Blood type : B
Location : Jakarta, Indonesia
Horoscope: Aries
Race / Religion: Asian / Moslem
Languages: Indonesian, English, French (limited), Japanese (limited)
Colors: bloody red, black, white, pink, purple, dark blue
MUSIC
Artists: the GazettE Super Junior SHINee f(x) Girls' Generation 2NE1 GDragon Big Bang TVXQ 2PM T-ARA Brown Eyed Girls Ayumi Hamasaki Namie Amuro Chitose Hajime Alan BoA Dir en Grey Gackt HYDE Koda Kumi L'Arc~en~Ciel Mika Nakashima Miyavi Alice Nine Utada Hikaru UVERworld VAMPS YUI Katty Perry Avril Lavigne Rihanna After School Paramore Muse
BOOKS
MANGA (either hetero/yaoi/yuri), Twilight Saga, Lolita /well i'm too lazy to read XDDD
Movies/TV
All of Super Junior's movie and TV shows! Kagen no Tsuki, Moon Child, A Moment to Remember, Death Note, Jeepers Creepers, The Orphan, Twilight Saga, Harry Potter, ANIME, CSI, HOUSE, Castle, So you think you can dance, True Blood, Supernatural, Buffy the vampire slayer, Ghost Whisperer, Full House...
LOVES
Kim Heechul, HYDE, Arts, photoshopping, photography, singing, writing, dancing, fan girling, cats, fashion, chocolate, gosuloli etc...
BIASES
kim heechul, hangeng, lee donghae, lee hyukjae, kim jongwoon (Super Junior), lee taemin, choi minho (SHINee), park jiyeon, ham eunjung (T-ARA), stephanie hwang, kim taeyon, im yoona (SNSD), krystal jung (f(x))
